Thursday, February 26

The methadone metronome

[Ed.: In a radical move to reposition ourselves from an odd cranny of the internet to ‘content provider’, We Are Oxford United attempted to commission a match preview for Oxford’s game on Saturday against Torquay, which is being broadcast on Setanta from 5.45. The process was an experience of such drawn-out frustration that I can’t promise the experiment will be repeated, but given the amount in fees and expenses that we paid for this piece, we might as well run with it.]

'...what kind of sick and twisted impulse would cause a professional sportswriter to deliver a sermon from the Book of Revelations off his hotel balcony on the dawn of Super Sunday?'

- Fear and Loathing at the Super Bowl

‘Jesus, I’ve been stuck in this breeze block disaster on the edge of Oxford for a day now, with this goddamn blog editor busting my balls for 500 words. On football for crissakes. Non-league football. ‘Holiday Inn’ my goddamn ass.

For reasons I’d rather not go into right now, these 500 words are going to need to get written tonight, and my expenses have been spent in the pitiful excuse for a bar downstairs, getting angrier and angrier. Now I’m staring out at the soft orange light that’s trying to suffuse the three-sided hulk across the car park from my window. By my side is the three-quarter drunk remnants of what I could prise from the barman, and I’m thinking that I can’t be here at the weekend for this game.

How did this football club get into this mess? Non-league football is mostly terrible, we know this, but if the appeal isn’t the ‘football’ of FC, it’s meant to be about the ‘club’ part – something bigger than eleven men on a pitch. That’s what this swine of an editor tells me he wants. The things that keep supporters following their team if they’re not paying to watch eleven ball wizards break the laws of physics in a premier electric-superdome. I should have a story here about terrace camaraderie, about the players who grew up watching from the stands the team that they now play for. But I’m just getting depressed here. Depressed and angry.

This outpost of sport has the worst of both worlds. Tomorrow, two teams of footballers who never made it or probably never will (honest journeymen and local young hopefuls these notes say), will compete. But where’s the experience of football at its simplest? Where are these Halcyon Days? I’ve seen tapes of these televised games: Games played on Friday nights, Sunday afternoons – Jesus - Thursday nights? Players can’t put their asses on the substitutes bench without being interviewed. Kick-offs timed to accommodate stunts involving giant foam square creatures. Second-rate presenters, exuding the violent mix of failed dreams and desperate eagerness, trying to imitate the vacuousness that has been perfected in that bubble of self-reference, the Premiership. The Barclays Premier League, if you please, that’s if Barclays hasn’t been swallowed in the howling vortex that has finally caught up with those bastards in Wall Street (but you know for a fact that the Premier League boards will survive this, as they would probably survive any catastrophic collapse of the ozone layer or nuclear strike that might occur too).

But that’s not what I wanted to write about. What I wanted to say, was that all the time this swill is broadcast, the non-league grounds are half-empty as the option of watching this charade is less painful when you don’t have to move from your sofa. Non-league football has sold what it offered for a pat on the head, a chance to pretend it’s not what it is, and it’s been left with the worst of both worlds. The football is still non-league, still left trying to make up for what it lacks in skill with earnest effort, but fixtures are moved on a whim, driven by the hollow spirit of commercialism which watches over proceedings. The bloodshot eye of the television camera leaches those poor dingbats who are at the games: ‘Look how much this means to them. Look at their innocent joy. Look at the depths of their despair. It’s not even caused by anything important, like Manchester United beating West Brom. We will broadcast this for you! The viewer!’

So I’m not doing this. I need to be on a beach, trying to recover from this trip. Well, that and the fact that I’ve an appointment at a particular Jamaican drinking establishment in town, a place where all this trouble began. Ah… but that is another story, and we don’t have time for it here, so I’m giving that bastard editor these words and he can do what the hell he likes with them.’

[Ed.: Well, it might not be the only reason, but T.V. is one of the reasons why less than ten percent of our county actually goes to an Oxford United game.]


Monday, February 23

THIS WEEK ON WE ARE OXFORD UNITED

WAOU has started to realise over the last month that it feels far more eloquent on the subjects of failure, flaws, and disappointment, and has struggled to convey some of the bouyant optimism and general joie de vivre that Chris Wilder and the team he has assembled have delivered of late. We're sorry, and can only offer the general experience of the last ten years or so as one reason why we might find it easier to speak a more bitter language.

After a series of hurried editorial meetings and impromptu focus groups (okay, we got stuck next to some drunk bloke in the Blackbird), we decided this site needs 'repositioning'. Apparently, 'moving forward', we need to 'add value' to the 'supporter experience', providing a home for the bright future of Chris Wilder's Yellow Army. Right here on We Are Oxford United!

And we also promise to really try and stop expecting it all to go horribly wrong.

This new editorial direction starts ahead of our game against Torquay on Saturday, and make no mistake, this is A Big One - in front of the television cameras no less. A 'Setanta Super Slam Saturday' or something like that I expect. Rockin' n Rollin' Oxford find themselves pitched against their Nemesis of this season, Torquay, in a game that will provide a test of the established and aspirant play-off credentials of Torquay and Oxford, respectively. Setanta will be building up to this with a high-tempo montage of balls hitting the back of the net, fans gasping, and players celebrating, and WAOU will be the place to come for the blog version of this, as we've commissioned Dr. Hunter S. Thompson to provide us with a match preview, and you just know he's going to get excited about it. Keep your mojo wire tuned to this frequency, we're going to hype this game to within an inch of its televised life.



While we're on the subject of things forthcoming on WAOU, in keeping with our efforts to refocus exclusively on the positives at Oxford United, we've got the latest in our occasional pen portraits coming. George Eliot takes a look at The Goal Machine That Is James Constable This Season, and we've told her not to use any of that overdone fairy tale inspired nonsense, either. Where else are you going to find this kind of insight into all your OUFC heroes? We almost feel that we need to design one of those title sequences that would crash on to your computer screen with the sound of tonnes of granite landing on granite: JAMES CONSTABLE. EXCLUSIVELY. ON WAOU. BANG. BANG. BANG. THROUGH THE MEDIUM OF A DEAD VICTORIAN NOVELIST. BANG.

On a slightly more downbeat note, WAOU was saddened to read that James Clarke has been told he won't have his contract renewed at Oxford. It's probably symptomatic of Oxford doing so much better that a number of WAOU favourites have been released by Wilder (we didn't even have time to publish our piece on Phil Trainer), but if Chris Wilder does read overblown football websites, we'd really like him to urge him to reconsider this particular decision. We wrote a while ago that his heart alone could be the encapsulation the spirit of an Oxford side, and we stand by this.

Monday, February 16

Oxford 3 - 0 Barrow: Six consecutive league wins at home

(Shake us not from this charm'd sleep, lest we wake and the world do greet.)

[Painting by Johann Heinrich Füssli, courtesy of the Wikimedia Commons]

Thursday, February 12

A pause in play

'I think that we communicate only too well, in our silence, in what is unsaid, and that what takes place is a continual evasion, desperate rearguard attempts to keep ourselves to ourselves.'

-Harold Pinter

HP: We could go and see a play.

Silence.

HP: We went to see a play once before.
Pause.
That time when we were over for a game in Cambridge.
SB: Did we so?
HP: Yes! You remember. Freezing. That small chap scored for us. What was his name?
SB: I don’t remember.
HP: You do. Useless bugger most of the time, but he could hit a ball on the volley.
SB: I don’t remember.
HP: Scored about two goals in his whole time with us, but both were absolute crackers.
Pause.

SB: You might mean Rawle.
HP: Was it? I don’t remember.
Pause.
Anyway, we went to see a play.
SB: A play? In Cambridge?
HP: Yes! Come on, you remember. It was when that tall black guy… what was his name… scored in the derby… Louis. Louis was substituted twice! On and off!
SB: That wasn’t Cambridge.
HP: Wasn’t it? The one where Louis was substituted on and off? You must remember. Brainless bugger if ever I saw one. Anyway, he’s brought on in the second half, but blow me if he isn’t worse than useless, and the manager hauls him off again ten minutes later!
SB: It was Bristol.
Pause.
Bristol Rovers.
HP: Rovers? The one where Rawle scored, and Louis was substituted twice? On and off?
SB: Yes.
HP: Bristol? Where Louis was substituted twice?

Silence.

HP: Was that the season they were almost relegated, but they came to our place and won one-nil?
SB: No…
Pause.
That was the season before.
HP: The season before. They came to our place and won one-nil. Bloody useless they were, but that bugger from Wycombe… what was his name?..

Silence.

SB: Rammell.
HP: Rammell! That bugger from Wycombe, Rammell, scored against us when they hadn’t had a chance all game. Bloody useless they were. Mind you, not as bloody useless as our lot that day. They wouldn’t have been able to have finished their tea.

Silence.

Bloody useless.

Silence.

Just think, if they’d not won then, they might have been relegated. Strange to think of Rovers going through all that, and us with it all to come. It’s strange how things turn out, isn’t it?

Silence.

I suppose you only think of how things look from your perspective at the time. We needed the points to get into the play offs, but they needed the points to stay up, and I couldn’t have given two hoots about it. And there we were, five years later, needing the points to stay up when Orient…
SB: Three.
HP: What?
SB: Three years later.
HP: There we were, three years later, needing a win to stay in the League, and Orient, Orient needed the points to go up. I thought they were all callous bastards, but I suppose it’s all just perspective. Strange how things turn out.

Silence.

Strange what your mind gets to turning over when it’s allowed.

Silence.

Jesus, I wish they’d get a game on. I can’t bear not having a game to go to. What’s it like out there, nice?
SB: The same.
HP: Oh.
Pause.
Do you think they’ll get the game on this weekend?

Silence.

So shall we go and see a play instead then?

Silence.

Come on, we’ve got to do something to fill the time.
SB: We always find something. Something to fill the time.
Pause.
HP: …I suppose we do.

Wednesday, February 4

A Bleak Beauty

'...exiled on the edge of the city, isolated and exposed to the elements, the stadium looming defiantly over the land around it.'



[We Are Oxford United is as surprised as anyone to find that we may be talking ourselves into some kind of sentiment for our home at Minchery. Or perhaps it's just because we've been winning some games there. The music used in the film is 'Godzilla vs. Kathleen Hanna' by Sunnyvale Noise Sub-element, and used with kind permission.]